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prelims are over. don't you smell the sweeter air. don't you see the happy smiles. don't you see the guilt-stricken faces of those who didn't put their heart and soul into the exams that will get them where they want to be? "Look in the mirror honey."

i am worried.ten years five years from now. where will i be? these awesome megastructures in the clouds, bridges turrets the whole shebang. they gonna make a hell lot of noise when they hit reality on the way down.

maybe i'll get through reasonably unscathed. maybe i won't. awgh. life's awfully short when maybes are factorised and tucked neatly away. but it seems so simple.
glucose+oxygen--> water+energy+carbon dioxide.

isn't that hard is it. donkeysmonkeyshipposgiraffeslionstigerselephantsmicerabbits get by, birds get by. sure you see a dead bird now and then, but then it provides nutrients for something else. it works out. they don't do anything. i know the Bible says not to worry about things. God has everything planned. even Solomon in his finest regalia was not clothed as one of the flowers in the field.

but then God helps those who help themselves. and im not sure i've been doing so much there's a big neon sign above my head, flashing invitingly for assistance. Focus doesn't seem to be in my files. not in My Documents not in All Files not anywhere. and it seems to have come as part of everyone's hardware except mine.

not complaining, really. just thinking. how do you download focus?